Why I started this blog



I knew I had spiritual abilities since I was a kid, but since the end of May 2016 my life has changed completely because of the spiritual process I am going through and still am. Therefore I decided last year to start writing about my dreams and other experiences that I am going through, I try to find answers and search around the internet and in books to get them. I hope you will enjoy my dreams and experiences and hopefully it will help you to search for answers, and to find out that you're not alone out there. With that I mean, you're not alone in this world, you are surrounded by Angels and Spirits, but you're also not alone in being psychic, it's still an underrated gift, which is too sad. Many blessings Astrid.

vrijdag 10 maart 2017

Spiritual Awakening

 “Once the soul awakens, the search begins and you can never go back. From then on, you are inflamed with a special longing that will never again let you linger in the lowlands of complacency and partial fulfillment. The eternal makes you urgent. You are loath to let compromise or the threat of danger hold you back from striving toward the summit of fulfillment.” ~ John O’Donohue


Before I realized last year that my spiritual ability was growing, I've noticed some other changes about myself. The first thing I've noticed was losing weight without doing any diet, other things were that sometimes I couldn't stand that the tv was on, it seems that the noises came in twice as loud as they usual did,  not to speak about the flashing lights or changing screens on tv, it made me feel restless and lot's of times I just locked myself up in my creative room, just to be away from the light and noises, I began to prefer time spending my myself, without tv or music, just silence.   I also realized that my smelling was getting better and maybe a weird thing too is that my hay fever allergy has disappeared from one day to another, I had this allergy since I was 16, it always started in March and last until August, but last year it was gone around May and didn't came back the rest of the year. I'll be kind of curious if it is coming back this year or stay away forever. I've learned that when you're going through this whole awakening process, the angels are working on you during the night, to get you ready for your purpose. 

Do you know about the angels? The most "famous"  archangels are  Michael, Rafael, Gabriel and Uriel. You can always call them if you need help, they all have their own specialties to help. I will tell more about them in another post. 



Of course I did some research and I came across some interesting pages around the internet about spiritual awakening and while reading this, I realized that the process of my spiritual awaking had started soon after I had this first dream I told you about, I also have learned that if one person dies, another person's spirituality will develop in a quick way.  So if you have noticed any changes about yourself without knowing where they came from, your spiritual awakening probably has started, look for signs, you will be amazed !

The following symptoms are the ones that I have experienced and found explained on the internet:


Emotional Upheaval – We like to call it, “The Bipolar Roller coaster of your Emotions”. This is where you will experience the extreme polarity of Emotions moving from euphoria to depression as if you feel your emotions are completely out of your control. This is the result of your hormones changing through your endocrine system. One minute you will feel on top of the world and the next you will encounter deep waves of emotion that will lead to tears. This is the work of balancing the Solar plexus center into the Heart Center. The Solar Plexus is the center of the Ego and as we go through transcendence our emotions are going through a state of repair between unifying the heart and mind as one.


Yes I can totally recognize myself in this, I can be very happy and joyful one moment and the next moment I'll feel kind of depressed, at this moment it is a little less then in the beginning, but it's still there now and then.

Increase in Intuition/Psychic abilities – For some reason you just KNEW she was going to ask you about taking the garbage out before you even could think it. You seem to find your car keys without much thought after misplacing them and you have a tendency for people to joke about how they feel you can “read their mind”. What was once known as paranormal activity has now became a part of your everyday life. When we awaken our senses they become not only sharper but the desire to think before acting is no more. Your intuition is guiding you more than you ever thought possible. You start to listen to your gut-instinct, Synchronicities or patterns become too hard to ignore, you start predicting events before they occur, Aura reading or Energy reading people just by looking at them or knowing things about a stranger before you even knew them, embodying the essence of telepathy,Knowing what others are thinking before they say it, Precognitive dreaming, Channeling, Developing a deep empathy towards people and putting yourself inside their own shoes as if you are becoming them, Inner knowing and the more common terms: Clairvoyance, Clairsentience, Clairaudience, Clairscentist, Clairgustant,Claircognizance and the list is endless.

I always have used my intuition very well, so this is not something new to me, I can feel immediately with what kind of person I have to deal with and if that feeling is not good, I turn my back on them right away. 


• Clear Communication with the Higher Mind– You find yourself talking to yourself or just in general you feel more in tune with listening to the silence. You are not going crazy but you feel a desire to speak with this “inner voice” or listen to the silence. Many experience meeting their Spirit Guides or having Angelic communication this way. This is also the frequency where you can speak to Spirits, Deceased loved ones, our star family, our higher self which is a part of you and various other beings. Channeling is becoming more innate and natural to us as we open ourselves as a receptive channel to the Spirit world and Divine Source.


  I always have talked to myself, but these days hubby tell me several times to be quiet, lol. I also like to have some silence around me, no noise, no music, nothing just silence. I talk a lot to the deceased ones who visit me, I know they can hear me,  I ask questions or just have a regular talk like I talk to you. 

The Urge to Create – You want to explore things creatively: cooking, decorating, art, music, etc. One instance of Awakening is you are becoming more in tune with your subconscious and releasing the mind into the imagination. The imagination is becoming more powerful than your natural thought process. We create our own reality with the power of our thoughts, this is the universe giving us a sign to start creating both literally and figuratively.


Yes I have so much creative inspiration lately with my scrapbook pages, my mind seems to overflow with ideas. The weirdest is that I have bake some little things lately and I can tell you, I hate cooking and baking all my life. Sometimes it's just that I've been pushed to do so and I cannot stop it. Yeah, you will laugh about it I know. First time hubby and sons saw my baking results they asked what was wrong and they were surprised that I didn't burn the house down, lol

Moments of Elation – Once Awakened you begin to feel more at peace with yourself and your reality. This creates moments of bliss and euphoria by realizing you are seeing over the illusions of separation by knowing that you are never alone.

Yep, totally agree ! I never feel alone again, I always know that the angels, guides and spiritual teachers are with me and watching me all the time. I can call them whenever I need them, knowing that they are around give me strength and courage to carry out my purpose.

Vivid dreams/Prophetic Dreams – Our consciousness is shifting between dimensional states which is impacting our subconscious dream state, the spirit world and the material reality are intertwining a lot more than we ever realized possible. Prophetic Dreams and Lucid Dreaming start becoming more common.

I have dreamed my whole life, but since the end of May 2016 the have become more clear and I have experienced more different kind of dreams.  I have lucid dreams, visitation dreams and predictive dreams. If I have prophetic dreams, I don't know yet. I write all my dreams down and I have write down about some things that I have seen in my dreams, but not sure yet if they are prophetic, the things I have seen didn't happen so far. 

Looking Within – This could be either a desire to Meditate out of the blue, talking to yourself or being more introspective with your thoughts rather than voicing your opinion all the time. You’re basically becoming more telepathic and in tune with your thought perceptions of the world around you. You are becoming an observer of your thoughts and feelings, a watcher between worlds.

This is a little the same as being on your own, just enjoying the silence and talk to myself and to the spirits around me.

Out of Body Experiences – This can either be Accidental or a desire to leave the body as if you need to trigger an out-of-body experience to gather information or explore your consciousness further. When we become more aware, our connection to other worlds is greatly increased and we’re able to tap into the Astral World easier than ever before. You will find you also may be doing more dream work or work in the Astral Planes unconsciously as you sleep.

I think I have experienced travelling to the Astral World, I will tell about those experiences another time, they are such an interesting subject to talk about and I am amazed by my experiences with astral travelling. About an out of body experience, I was told with one of my dreams that it was an out of body experience, so I guess it is true. 

Natural Spiritual High – Sometimes this can feel like a blissful euphoria that merely comes over you in a wave or other times it can be compared to feeling naturally “stoned”. It is here you can feel your vibrations increase at a tenfold rate. Some even say it can feel as if they are getting a flashback into a Drug Trip or distinct feeling they are tripping when they are completely sober. In actuality this is because we are very connected to the Spirit world especially once Awakened it is much easier to tap into these subtle currents because they exist within all human beings most people are just dormant to them.

Yep, I can start laughing without any occasion, lol, and at such a time I just cannot stop laughing until tears are rolling down my face.

Extreme sensitivity to crowds/loud environments – This is usually due to the ability of Empathy and Clairsentience developing within you. However you’re unconsciously *Feeling* others energy bodies which can either leave you discomforted, drained or just flat-out claustrophobic. The best thing to do in these situations is trust your Intuition and sensory instincts. When we are in fear or self-doubt, we disconnect from the power of our intuition and the subconscious. It is imperative to stay out of fear when in situations such as these by grounding, shielding and knowing you are the one always in control of your energy.

I always have felt very uncomfortable within large amounts of people, I don't like birthdays, or other occasions, I don't mind being in a theater or at a concert or shopping mall, it's just the where lot's of people are and they can all talk to you, if makes me very nervous for some reason.

Body Temperature Changes – Having a hot flash in the middle of winter may seem a bit strange for just about anyone who isn’t menopausal but that is exactly what it can feel like! It literally feels as if a rapid energy surge goes through you causing your body temperature to change abruptly from being very cold to extremely hot in the blink of an eye. This is usually due to the change in energy from the body, a strange feeling to encounter but it passes just as quickly as it came.

I have experienced that I am sweating much more than I used to, which is becoming a very irritating issue to me. 

Backpain/body aches – Many like to call it the vibrational flu but with any flu aches and pains are always present. Kundalini begins at the base of the spine and awakens into the Crown giving our chakras a nice workout over time. This can manifest as body aches as your spine adjusts to the Kundalini energy. It is not very pleasant…instead listen to your body, rest and relaxation are sometimes the best medicine for the soul.

Yes, sometimes in the morning I cannot get up because of pain in my back. It sometimes feel like I have slept on the floor.

Change in Sleep Patterns –  You could think of your energy like a computer getting a new hard drive and like all computers we need updates. Sometimes you body will be shifting so much during these “updates” it can disrupt your sleep cycle. Either you may feel too energized to sleep or find yourself waking up at odd hours of the night most commonly 1am-3am when most are still “asleep”. The objective of this is merely we are “waking up” and in the process sometimes sleep is much harder between the various transfers of energy. Rest when you can and listen to your intuition, you can also invest in natural sleep aids to help the process if it is bothersome, chamomile is a great aid.

Yep waking up almost every night between 3 a.m. and 4 a.m. never had that before, this makes me also very tired besides all visits during the night.  I must say that these days it is not so much anymore. I still do wake up at two specific times, but that has something to do with two spirits who always wake me up at their time of death, so I know it's them. But waking up at night, doesn't matter if it is a spirit or not, it makes you feel exhausted every morning especially when you had a vivid dream as well. 


Electronics Don’t Like You – You would think this would be placebo but it is truly nothing of the sort once you experience it yourself. Your car radio goes out, your ipod suddenly deleted your entire list of music, your cell phone seems to go out of service every time you make a call, lights flicker when you pass and your computer goes berserk on you. These are merely only a few examples people have experienced. It is true anything with electromagnetics: cellphones, tvs, ipods, radios, dvd players, computers, etc. can cause a reverse reaction on your energy. This is usually due to the fact that your Energy is increasing in vibration and there creates a bizarre friction between the two. The best advice is to merely unplug for a bit. It is a sign you need a break from technology.


I always have problems with my telephone, it seems like that as soon as I get one in my hands it is totally out of control, the same happens with my laptop and with my computer at work, it starts up and shut down every now and then, just during the day.


Changes in Weight – The Solar Plexus is the maturation of the Ego but also our direction of personal Will Power that is guarded by the stomach. This means as we go through a kundalini awakening we can have a shift in weight gain or weight loss. Your body may be storing energy either for protection, issues you have to work through regarding your willpower or Ego. The more we release these issues of the Ego you will find you can also drastically lose weight. This is merely a phase of releasing built up energy over time, be kind to yourself during this process.

Yes I have lost weight without doing any diet. That's not a bad thing about spiritual awakening, lol 

Looking Younger. –  As you clear emotional issues, release limiting beliefs and heavy baggage from the past, you are actually lighter. Your frequency is oscillating higher than before and you begin to feel not only healthier but more lively than ever before. You love yourself, appreciate life more and have a general peace of mind about reality. You begin to resemble the perfect you that you really are, beautiful inside and out.

I don't know if I look younger, but something definitely has changed because lot's of people around me told me that I have changed and look so different, Another good thing about the awakening, lol, compliments. 

The Urge to look into a form of Spirituality – When we Awaken, we begin to Question and this means not only simple questions, we need to know God and why we exist in the first place. This means searching for answers and turning towards a form of Spirituality. We begin questioning the concept of God, Divinity, the higher self and the Universe.

Yep, I have read lot's and lot's of books, I read may articles on the internet, I want to learn everything about it and study a lot on everything.

Living Your Purpose – You know you are finally doing what you came to earth for and this is a revelation in itself. Your new skills and gifts are emerging, especially the ability to heal as humanity all has this innate ability. Your life and work experiences are now converging and starting to make sense as they create a synergy in your reality. You don’t feel lost anymore instead you feel a strong sense of purpose that is deep within your core being. You feel at peace with the earth and yourself, a willingness to continue on your next chapter with faith on your side and a knowing that everything is happening for a reason.

Yes, I definitely have found out what my purpose is.

I experience this myself as a kind of lonely process and you have to go through it all by yourself which is sometimes very hard, at least, that's my opinion. People don't realize that there's a whole process going on before you are able to contact the spirit world, but then I always realize that the angels, guides, teachers and all spirits out there are there to help you wherever they can and that gives much comfort I can tell. 

Maybe you can recognize yours in it as well, if not, here's a link with more symptoms;

http://theawakenedstate.net/kundalini-awakening/symptoms-of-awakening/

So are you still want to follow my spiritual journey ? I hope you will find this "other world" as much interesting as I do and I hope you will join me in my post next week. Thanks for supporting me. 



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