Why I started this blog



I knew I had spiritual abilities since I was a kid, but since the end of May 2016 my life has changed completely because of the spiritual process I am going through and still am. Therefore I decided last year to start writing about my dreams and other experiences that I am going through, I try to find answers and search around the internet and in books to get them. I hope you will enjoy my dreams and experiences and hopefully it will help you to search for answers, and to find out that you're not alone out there. With that I mean, you're not alone in this world, you are surrounded by Angels and Spirits, but you're also not alone in being psychic, it's still an underrated gift, which is too sad. Many blessings Astrid.

zondag 29 oktober 2017

Spirit Messages




Is it possible to have predictive dreams ??





At  the end of October 2016,  I had a dream about Mayte, Prince's first wife. I dreamed that she was signing her upcoming book. There was a long line and I was waiting in it, when I was almost there, someone screamed; run, run, run and everybody started to run and scream and push people aside, we went through a door and ended up in an open space with just one stair, we all had to climb that one stair to get away, I climbed over the right side of the stair and then I woke up. 


End of november 2016 this came up at facebook; 
People threatening Mayte's life in Facebook groups
 A woman stared she was gonna shoot Mayte at her Upcoming Phoenix class. According to the group Admin it's already been reported, It appears this woman, Sue Mller, will be going to jail and that the other 60 people who were part of this particular FB group where the threat was made are being investigated as potential accessories.

Well I can say that it freaked me out, that I had this dream and several weeks later I heard this news, was it a predictive dream ?? In my dream nothing real happened, and in real neither, luckily. But it looked like that in my dream someone was trying to shoot, but I didn't hear any shooting, and the woman who threatned her said she was going to shoot her.  Wow , am I able to have predictive dreams too ?? That's kind of scary. 

November 4th 2016, I dreamed a lot, all bits and pieces, sometimes I do have these dreams that are all different parts, it's kind of frustating, because I'm "jumping" from one scene to another. At first I was in my old neighbourhood where I grew up as a child and I was riding my bicycle, then "flash" and suddenly I was walking around a bookstore, "flash" again and I was at an airport, I saw Prince sitting and eating there with another man, don't know who it was, at least I can't remember how that person looked, "flash" again and I was walking with someone (sidenote; in most of my dreams I am alone, it happens very rarely that I am with friends or family, and in some dreams I am with someone who I talk to, but never see this person, neither knowing if it is a man or woman, maybe an angel, maybe my guide, who knows), well I was walking with that person through a revolving door and again I entered a big open space which again looked like an airport. I have to make another sidenote here, that after Prince's last visit Oct 24th, where he was mad at me, I didn't had any contact with him, I asked for him several times, but he didn't reply, not in one way and not in another way, which made me feel sad, because I thought it was because of what I had done. Well I was walking with that person through that door and I saw Prince standing there in the middle of the hall, I told the other person to wait and I walked to Prince, he smiled and then he gave me a kiss on the cheek and said; see you soon. At that moment it didn't feel like "wow" , it felt really normal, like he had always done this, you know, like you give your friend a hello or goodbye kiss, it felt like this was just a friend, well I know that when this would have happened in real life I would have freaked out, lol.  Then I walked away and woke up and I thought, okay he told me he will be back, he's not mad anymore, I've learned my lesson, and he kept on teaching me, but he really can be a tough teacher.  But I will earn his respect several months later, you will see :-)

Here's an interesting link about when you send a question up to heaven and how they receive it, so I think this is how my question worked when I asked if Prince would come back not being mad at me anymore, I guess he received my message and read his mailbox and replied with the dream above, lol  



Besides these dreams, I started to have unknown people in my dreams, and I know, I always have had unknown people in my dreams, I remember I told my mom years ago when I was a teenager, that I always had dreams with people in it that I didn't know, I always could hear what they were saying, but I noticed that they have never opened their mouths when they spoke. Now I know they were spirit people, they talk telepathically, they have no voice box anymore, they do show themselves as how they looked like in bodies, but they cannot talk the way we do, so therefore we never see them open their mouths while speaking, but back in the days I didn't know they were all deceased people, I just found out last year, but they never scared me, they were always nice, it was just weird to me that I never knew any of these people. But it changed from the moment that Prince has appeared the first time, lol, never would have expected to meet celebrities in my dreams, lol. But I am very thankful for that. 

The first dream where I could describe a person very clearly was this one from November 7th 2016 but before this dream started the following happened. I woke up around 3.00 am, when I closed my eyes again I suddenly saw this bright purple light, when I opened my eyes it was just dark in my room, I closed them again and the purple light was there again, it was so bright that it hurts to close my eyes, just the same as when you look into a bright light, just too bright to look at. I searched about what that light could have meant and found the following; https://www.thoughtco.com/angel-colors-purple-light-ray-123863

When I finally fell asleep my dream started. I was in the US, most of the times I know in which country or city I am. I was in a big house with many more people, who I didn't know. It looked like we had rented the house, just to gave a party or so. There was music and people were dancing, there were food and drinks. Then one woman came towards me. She was a black woman from around end 50's , she had hair until her shoulders with big black curls, not a fro but really big curls, like she did them herself, and she wore make up, especially her bright red lipstick caught my attention. She said; hey I know you, I remember you from dancing classes. She talked out loud and when she laughed, you could hear it two blocks away. But she seemed a very party and joyful lady. Although she told me that she knew me, I don't know her, maybe I looked like someone she knew. The only other thing I remember from this dream was that I was searching for my wallet and finally found it, there was also a pool outside the house. I tried to draw the woman, well I am not good at drawing, have to work on my drawing skills,  but here's what I made; 



One day later, November 8th 2016, I woke up at 1:26 am and I felt someone sat down on my bed, these things always scared me a little, because I cannot see that person, and especially when they don't tell me who they are, I'm freaking out a little, so I just laid down very quietly, didn't want to move, but he or she just sad down at the end of my bed and a few seconds later it was gone. Then my dream started, I was at a pool and a man with a little boy came towards me. They were Dutch and I guess it was father and son. The boy was sad and didn't want to look at me, the father told me that the boy had lost one of his lenses, when I looked at the boy his left eye was very weird, like it wasn't there or so, it looked like a black hole.I looked down and saw the lens laying on the floor, I took it and gave it to the father, I said to the boy; well that's a weird place to find it back but luckily we've found it, the father and me had to laugh about it, but the boy just kept the sad face. Both father and son had blond hair, the father was around mid 30's, the boy around six years old. Here's the pic I draw about them, and again, my drawings are not good yet, working on it, lol.



So if you know any of these persons, which would be great, but of course my drawings are not too good, I'm working on it. 

Are you ready for next time ? I will tell about animals appearing in dreams and what they mean, and finally Prince came back, after telling to see me soon, he came with much interesting information again. So stay tuned for next time, hugs and blessings. 



zondag 8 oktober 2017

Let me tell you about........



Before I will start to tell you about another dream, I first want to tell you about something else, because lately I get several dreams about this and because lot's of people don't know about it, I would like to explain it first, because I think the dream I want to talk about today has something to do with it.





I know lot's of people do not believe in conspiracy theories, I was one of them, but since this phenomenon came across a lot of my dreams I started to search around the internet about it. I have read lot's of articles, watched music videos of different artists, read songlyrics from different artists and I even have bought a book about it. The thing I am talking about is called "the Illuminati"  Well have you heard about it ? So far I only have concentrate on the music industry and you will be amazed by the things I have found, it's kind of creepy. Beside my dreams I will tell every now and then about it and show you pictures, video's or songlyrics which refer to Illuminati, because like I said, it is a returning item in my dreams.  I am also convinced that a lot of famous people that have died were a victim of the Illuminati. 

So, what is the Illuminati conspiracy; 

The Illuminati conspiracy theory claims to be a super-secret society that has penetrated into the governments, finance, science, business, and the entertainment industry with one goal in mind: world domination.

The secret Illuminati society was started in 1776 in Bavaria, Germany by Adam Weishaupt, a professor at the University of Ingolstadt. 

Supporters of this idea say organizations like the United Nations, European Union, the World Health Organization, the World Bank, International Monetary Fund, G-20 Economic Group, the World Court, NATO, Council on Foreign Relations, World Council of Churches and various multinational corporations, like Warner Bros, Sony and Disney are pawns of the New World Order, nudging the world closer and closer to this socialist, one-economy, one-religion future.

Among the alleged members of the secret society there are not just politicians and religious leaders, they even say the Royal family of the United Kingdom is in it,  but also actors and pop stars.

The symbols most associated with the Illuminati include triangles, pyramids, pentagrams, Baphomet (the sabbatic goat), the all-seeing eye and the number 666. But also the numbers 9, 11 and 21 are used by them a lot. Even Egypt is mentioned, because of the pyramids and the all seeing eye, which supposed to be the eye of Horus. I will go deeper on each of this another time.


Well what does this all has to do with the dream I had on November 1st 2016?

Well because I still believe, well I not must say that, I shall say; I am convinced  Prince was murdered, by the Music Industry, which was Warner Bros, and those are in the Illuminati society. 

At the time I got this dream I wasn't aware of anything by the name of Illuminati, I just found out about this the past six months and really studied about it since several weeks. Because he already showed me,  in a dream before this one, the bird with the music tape around his neck(a bird is a singer), tape around a neck means killing, right ? In that same dream he showed me a part of his last concert in Holland (he just got his music rights back at that time but also signed a contract again with Warner Bros), and he also gave me the song "the one that got away" which is orginal from Katy Perry, so the ones who to blame for his death are obviously getting away with it, that's the power of the music industry, and let me tell you, he's not the only one, not the first and certainly not the last person who is murdered by the Music and Entertainment industry. 

It works like this; they contract young boys and girls who have ambition in the music industry, they promise them to make big stars of them, which they do, but on the other hand, they get most of half the income of the artist, they have to make money and more and more and more, they have to travel around the world to make as much money as possible, why do you think lot's of artists are getting sick or depressed. Yes they wanted to be famous, but none of them wanted to be THAT famous ! They cannot openly speak about their contracts, therefore they use their music to put hidden signs in it. If they do talk too much, or if they want to get out of the contracts, they must fear for their lives. They cannot easily break those contracts, they also will loose their ownership of their music, and even when they're dead the music industry still get's money from them,  because that's what happens all the time, the album sales of a dead artist are always increasingly high. So the music industry doesn't give a damn, and they kill their artists just for the money.

So now about my dream: November 1st 2016

As soon as my dream started I knew I was in Egypt. There was only sand around me like a big desert, no pyramids, but just a small square building made of red colored clay stones. Inside the building was a man standing in the left corner across the room, he looked like he was a guard, wearing some white clothes and some ropes and belts in gold. At the right side of me there was an oven and I could see the fire coming out of it, it was very hot in the small room. There was a coffin half in the oven and the lid was not closed  so I could see a dead man in it. Next to the coffin there was another man and he tried to push the coffin into the oven, he reached so far into the oven with his head that he caught on fire, but he didn't say a word, he just couldn't get the coffin far enough into the oven, he was trying to get the man cremated but for some reason it went all wrong,  then I looked at the man in the coffin and saw his head falling to the left side and I woke up, I couldn't see a face and I don't remember any other details, just because his face was on the other side from where I was standing. 
Well you might think this is creepy or scary, but I wasn't scared for one moment.. So my interpretation of this dream is the following. Prince had a connection with Egypt, he had much interest in it, second, Egypt is also used in Illuminati, like the pyramids and the eye of Horus. Prince was cremated so fast, already the next day, which is suspicious to me because investigation was still going on ofcourse, unless they already knew who killed him, and they didn't need to do a large autopsy or investigation, well just my thoughts. Second, why was only his sister there ? Why weren't his friends there to say goodbye ? I know they did a ceremony the day after, but don't you think it's strange? And it's even more weird because I have heard that he didn't had a close relationship with his sister. I think they just wanted to put evidence away as soon as possible. And you might say now, well if it wasn't allowed to cremate him that soon, the fbi would have stopped, but I think there are much more people involved, f.e. the place were he was cremated also belongs to the Warner group. So tell me what you think. 

Here's a part that I copied from the Daily Mail, U.K. 


  • Prince was secretly cremated Friday at the First Memorial Western Chapel in Minnesota
  • His body was released to his sister Tyka around 1pm on Friday and brought to First Memorial Western Chapel

  • Here some pics I wanted to share to show you that there are weird things going on, these pics were taken while his sister and her son and another person came out of the crematorium, see her son is carrying the urn with ashes underneath a black bag or jacket. But look at his sister, how in the world can you eat a bag of chips while you just had your brother cremated ?? It looks like she's just coming out of the cinema. Just my thought's again. I do not want to say anything bad, but it just not seems right. I know spirits only know love, divine love, which is different from our earthy love and they have forgiven all that happened to them, they also will never reveal directly names of their murderers, but hey, if you put everything together, it's a weird situation,  I'm just saying.......................











  • Well I think you have got enough reading stuff for today, hope to see you again next time travelling with me along my journey..........................

  • Blessings xoxo














  • dinsdag 3 oktober 2017

    Spirits are always around you


    Well during my spiritual lessons, I've learned a lot already and one of them is that spirits are able to read your mind but they also can read with you, well because when you write you also print those words into your mind and so they are able to pick up your thoughts. Remember; Spirits are always and everywhere around you, you might not notice them always, neither do I, but they are always near you. 

    October 24th 2016.

    That sunday afternoon I spent texting with my new made American friends. We all met eachother at several Prince groups on Facebook. So we were discussing with eachother about who might be responsible for his death. Now I know you may not talk trash about the dead or their family and friends, but we didn't knew then. So we talked trash about almost every family member and friend he had, which was not very nice of us. When I went to bed I got this dream;

    Prince was playing some tennis or ping pong, can't remember very well, but I would have say it was tennis but played at a ping pong table, yeah I know it sounds weird, but hey, in dreams sometimes things are mixed up. Well anyway, he was playing this with a white woman, I would say she was around 40/50 years and had light brown hair until her shoulders, he was wearing his fro, but I can't remember what the color of his clothes were,I would say it was red or orange.  I only knew it was just a pants with a shirt in the same color with long sleeves.  I had to change places with the woman every now and then, but every time when it was my turn he smashed the ball very hard and looked at me like; haha, you can't handle that one. But it happened that I got every ball and smashed them the same way back as he did. And every time I hit a ball I put on a face to him which said; haha, you thought I couldn't do this right ?! Then suddenly he stopped and came walking towards me, he took my necklace in his hand, and looked at it and then he looked at me like he was saying; well well, and you call yourself a fam (he didn't like the word fan, because it is short for fanatic, instead of that he preferred the word; fam, because we are all belonging to his purple family, lol ), the necklace I'm wearing is with his love symbol on, like in the picture below, and I'm wearing it with much proud to show everyone that I'm a Prince girl,  he pulled once at my necklace, which I really felt that he pulled it,  and turned around and went back playing with the woman, and ignored me completely and I felt hurt. 





    After I woke up I had such a bad feeling about the way he had act. I told one of my friends who I had texted with that night and she told me she had a simular dream, he told her to watch out what we were talking about. We discussed it and agreed that he must have been reading with us while texting and wasn't much happy with it. So from that day on we decided not to discuss any bad things about his family and friends. 

    Clear message I guess.

    Next evening when I went to bed, I noticed that my bed felt very very cold. Because I have a waterbed, I always have the heat from the bed on, otherwise it is too cold during this time of the year.  When I looked what the temperature was I noticed that the switch was on zero, so I turned it back on again. After a while I finally fell asleep, then I woke up at 2:04 a.m. because my radio was on, there was no music, just white noise. So, weird messages after that dream. Don't know if this had something to do with the dream from the night before, but it was strange.

    Well from this day on I had more strange dreams,and other things that happened,  it looked like my spiritual ability was growing, because I got more and more experiences and I even started to "travel" during the nights. 

    My next dream was creepy and the destination was Egypt. Hope you will come and read again next time. Thanks for your interest.