Faith

So I start the new year with joining a challenge at Canvas Corp Brands. The challenge is to use your one word for 2017. Well I didn't had to think for a long time about that, I will tell about that later,  Here's the challenge from Canvas Corp Brands

And here's my page: 

I used some watercolors, inka gold and texture paste on my page, together with some stamps, fabric, flowers , gems and glitter swirls made this result. I like how it has turned out, I hope you do to.

Do you want to see some close ups ??

Well now let me tell you about my word "Faith" . 

I will close the year 2016 with mixed feelings. It was a very strange year with ups and downs. At the beginning of this year my stepson moved in with us, so it already started with a huge difference in our family, we have had lot's of problems in the beginning,  but luckily after a few months everything worked out well.

 Then in April my teenage hero Prince passed away, and I have never been so sad about the loss of someone and still am. I have dedicated many pages to him just to handle my grief. But since his passing something other has happened to me, which is that my spiritual ability has made a huge progress.

 I  always knew, since I was little that I was able to hear, see and feel spirits, but it happened that it was never someone I knew, like my grandmother or so. So you can imagine that I was completely surprised when I got a visit from my hero Prince the first time, it was about five weeks or so after he passed. I really didn't know what to do, so I kept this "secret" all to myself but on the other hand I wanted to share and wanted to know if I was not going crazy. So I turned to a medium and explain her my dream, she explained it as a healing dream. And I can tell you it was just beautiful, I never had that experience before. So I already was happy then to receive that. 

Several weeks later I got another two visits by him.  In the third one he wanted me to follow him, but I was afraid, so I didn't . A whole month nothing happened. Then by the end of August I met this girl on fb, well actually she found me for some reason. She send me a message that she was able to explain my dreams and wanted to help me. She has more ability to talk to spirits then I have.  So I told her these three dreams, my first dream was a healing dream, just like I was told, my second was a dream about giving me confidence, the third one was an informational visitation dream. She told me I should have followed him, because he wanted to show me something. Well can you imagine how surprised I was, so I keep thinking, what is it that he wants to show me. So I decided to ask him before sleeping if he could come back and show me, a few days later he visited me again and during the whole month of September several times. I started to write down my dreams, so I can re-read them. There is some logic in them. Since the end of September he visits me on some kind of regular base which is once in about 5 weeks.In between of these five weeks he sends me information through my mind, which is all about his death and his estate, and very rarely he will share just some fun things.

 I know this sounds very weird to many of you, people think I am crazy, because they say it's just my imagination,, how in the world is it possible that he can visit you, he didn't even know you. Well let me  tell you this, in the spirit world everything is possible!!  If I had my dreams of him made up by myself I probably would have done other , more exciting, things with him,lol.  He only gives me information and  shows me things, therefore I am absolutely sure that he was murdered, poisoned. But hey, who will believe me or other psychics, I am not the only psychic who says so!! No one will believe us , and that's frustrating, I can tell you , it is sad to know that this gift is not accepted by most people.

And mostly because of  the things that other people say,  I have to have more faith in myself, I know I have the ability to contact the spiritworld. Since a while I have had two predictive dreams as well, which both came true. So I need to get more faith about myself and my ability, in the new year I am going to do an initiation to help me develop my ability more and to learn how to deal with it. For the future I hope I will be able to help others to get in touch with their loved ones and bringing them messages from the other side.

So all I can say, everyone is free what to think about my story, I only have to have FAITH in my own ability, I know what I am able to. Sharing this story with all of you is already a first step to get my FAITH grown. It took me some courage to share my story with the world.

Thank you so much for taking time to read !

Many blessings